dance co. n journalism

2008-10-12T07:05:00.000-07:00

hello! i've gt a new blog ! still can tag mi wif this if u wan :]
www.xanga.com/ilovepiglets!

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vanessa:]

FOUNDERS DAY CELE

2008-08-02T06:20:00.000-07:00

hello!
updatin it wif all the diff things tt hav happend and wad i rmb....

well lets start wif thnks!
wanna thnk all those ppl (especially ONG!) 4 worryin so much abt im and lyk carin soo much abt mi ... lyk even when i was emo ppl were still there 4 mi :] lyk carin so much abt mi knee and stuff k:] hahha :] so thnks so much! i love U!

another thnks goes out to mi dance teachers & miss natalie & mr firhad 4 guidin us through the performance and neva givin up on us k:] lyk although they seemed realli unreasonable at times but ya ... its for our own good lar... lyk we wldn hav looked so nice and lyk ya:] thnks to them 4 scacrificin so much time juz 4 us to b stars on stage rather than them... THANK YOU!

last bt not lest DANCERS AND ACTORS! ur guys rock mi socks!!! hahah:] if u dun noe them u shld... all of them are a crazy bunch of ppl ... their realli nice too :] hahah:] i love u all! the performance was realli grt cuz of u all k:] lyk its cool tt we all managed to help each other get through this performance although sum of us were kinda injured but ya:] we HAD FUN & MADE FWENS! tts realli the best thing :] TAK CARE U ALL:] STAY IN TOUCH!:]

heres a list of everyone!
venessa tan - hairs - carissa- sheree- lizhen-gordon-cherisse-hillary- gladys- wing sze- nicole- asyikin- sheenaz- annetta- sophia- shivangi- timothy - cherise - cheryl - rosanne- kit sing - dehong- chirstopher - andrew - kai yong- and everyone else!!!

okie well these few wks of trainin hav been realli intense 4 mi and lyk mi knee was realli killin mi ... it still has creeaakin feelin but it shld b alrite soon lar:] hahah:] lyk wad else ... the performance was realli fun and lyk i tink 4 mi it was the best one ever ... ylk i managed to jump so high so was realli hapy wif miself ... i dun care wad other ppl say so yar:] i tink it was great:] haha... ran around the field after the whole thing and it was super fun juz runnin and screamin our hrts out! hahah:} it realli was a veri fun and grt time ! even though it was juz once ... i realli had so much fun and the trainins realli paid off! hahah:] well... performance has been on mi mind alot so not sure how mi studies will be doin now le... tink it will drop lyk crazy... to get mi own camera i nid at lest 4 a1s at the end of the yr ... haix... hopefull yi cna do it:] hahaha:] kk then :] last shout out to everyone :
THNKS 4 EVERYTHING AND THE PERFORMANCE WAS GREAT!!! I LOVE MI ONG TOO :] HAHAHA:] THNKS 4 WALKIN MI BAK K:]

2008-07-02T06:58:00.000-07:00

i love this christian song:] ling ling gt it frm mi and the lyrics post is yc's idea so yar here: to listen go mi fwenster... shld hav uploaded:] ty:]

From the highest of heights to the depths of the sea
Creation's revealing Your majesty
From the colors of fall to the fragrance of spring
Every creature unique in the song that it sings
All exclaiming
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Who has told every lightning bolt where it should go
Or seen heavenly storehouses laden with snow
Who imagined the sun and gives source to its light
Yet conceals it to bring us the coolness of night
None can fathom
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
All powerful, untamable,
Awestruck we fall to our knees as we humbly proclaim
You are amazing God
Indescribable, uncontainable,
You placed the stars in the sky and You know them by name.
You are amazing God
INCOMPARABLE, unchangeable
You see the depths of my heart and You love me the same
You are amazing God
You are amazing God

MG'08

2008-05-10T06:43:00.000-07:00

hello!
im bak here postin:] not carin abt wad happen frm then to now
jus goin post abt mi super wonderful obs!
hahah:]
well heres how it went:

day 1#: mon
went to school at lyk 640 mel call mi go skoo early... then i took poncho frm her cuz mi house dun hav... ltr then we went to gather... i was in grp 9... at first couldn find any1 in mi grp so i panic... then realise gt a few of mi dman close fwens in it lor:] hahah:] lyk was realli cool lor... then we took lyk boat to pulau ubin then was lyk waitin ther 4 a while... stone here and there.... tok to sophia... then tok to lyk alot of ppl ...then had to go tak out wad we nided frm the store:] ahhaha... then lyk patch up all the holes and fold everythin:] ahhaha:] then we went to tak a grp photo... haha:] tink mi grp was realli nice:} ahhaha... then ltr we went to lyk play this superman-batman-ultraman thingy ... hahah:] we lost lyk twice sia:] ahhaha damn funny:] hahah... then ltr play blade of grass then was lyk pushin ppl here and ther :] damn fun lor:] haha:] then we went over to do trustfall ... it was scary lar.. cuz lyk the feelin of droppin kinda freaked mi out so yar:] after tt lyk we did sum belaying and stuff then we were lyk dman late so we cooked at nite... i COOKED! hahaha:] lyk rice and peanuts and the CURRY CHICKEN:] ahahah... damn nice... then ltr had to go feed ppl pitchin tents cuz lyk yarr... kenneth dropped a potatoe sia... dman sad:] then we oso had a fire drill and lyk they said we didn hav a sense or urgency... which is true... so yar... ahhaha... then alot of ppl went bak to slp le... then sumone was lyk ... eh 5 le ... wak up... then lyk a few ppl actually did wake up:] ahahha... it wsa lyk onli 1245 hahaha:] then josiah stayed up all nite... but i went to slp...wasn realli early lar... toked abit then slp:] hahaha... kinda fun:] ahhaha...

day2#: tues
well we had to pack everythin into our bags cuz we were shiftin camp site:] ahhaha... i packed mi stuff wif sophia so tt we won hav to carry so many things:] haahah... then we learnt basics of kayaking ... hahaha:] dman fun lor ... then formed human chain to put everythin on the boat... then we were abt to prac cap. but it rained... hahaha:] was dman sad... then ltr we prac cap... then ming hao dunno why on the other side of the kayak:] hahaha... sea water tasted disgustin lor.. hahha:] filp the boat bak and had to climb bak on it:]... yc and me and ming hao all same kayak then we kayak to the other island were got natural toliet onli ... kinda weird ... then had to form human chain to unload all our stuff again:] hahaha... i tink the kayaking realli rawked lor:] ahhaha:] this time i helped yc to pitch a tent! mi first ever tent sia:] ahhaha... then ltr sit there wif yc tok here tok there... then gt vistors come and go ... lyk iwai and cheng hon and sophia... then ltr had to go eat our magiee mee :] ahhaha.. kinda plain but no choice le:] hahaha.. then lyk planned 4 the nxt day kayaking ex. then stayed up almost all nite doin sentry duty... couldn slp anyway... and jarron had mi pillow so yarr... ahhaha:] yc was there wif mi so it wasn so bad... apart frm the bites and cheng hon's birght torch light.... hahaha:] slpt abit ... feel bad cuz then yc couldn slp so yar... kk tts abt it :]

day3#:wed!
today was lyk the best dya to mi lor:} hahaha.. lyk we had our kayakin ex! super fun... ming hao yc and mi:] ahhaha.. at first i sit at the bak help them steer... kinda noob at first but picked it up lar... then ltr change i sit in the middle... did soo much paddlin and lyk ming hao was slackin at the back... keep tellin him to steer... hhahaa... then ate oreo ... and along the way... yc slack too much so now he owes mi a big box of hello panda:] hahaha:] and lyk it was dman fun lor... yc specs were damn action :] also we tried realli hard not to bang keith and shi min and jarron boat cuz they promised us a box of oreos so yar:] hahahaha... then we lyk were super tired after the whole thing and lyk mi nail broke and cut the fleshy bit on mi finger... hurt alot ... hahaha:] then we reached camp 1 realli early and lyk we did the triple d thingy... it was kinda creepy but lyk realliw anna say thnks to yc 4 helpin go up k:] hahaha... lyk especialy cuz i am not tall so abit hard to reach:] haah... made it to the top lor:]oso thnks to mi belayer kenneth and ltk jarron 4 all the encouragement:] ahahaha:] then we went to the cook house to eat and it was quite nice lar... ahhaha:] yc was lyk super red too hahah:] wanted to get tan but didn ... hahaha:]then we were rushin lyk siao cuz we were totally behind time and lyk kana scolded b4 we slpt... then i help yc pitch tent again:] hahaha... kinda fun ... put the small rocks in the hole of the bricks:} hahaha.... then i slpt quite well i onli rmb wakin up lyk 2 times... dunno if i was dreamin but yar... haha:]

day4#: thurs
we woke up super late... so we rush lyk siao ... panic oso... then lyk we packed everythin and gt rdy 4 land ex.. lyk onli 4 ppl wore shorts: jarron-yc-iz-me... hahaha:] wld rather the bites than the heat... so yar... i started to carry the tents first then sophia carried our bag lar... then yar:] was realli fun until it started to rain... wore the poncho... was super hot lorr... then i lyk was trekin wif yc all the way and lyk complainin to him so yar... hahah:] then lyk the tents were realli hurtin cuz lyk gt no paddin so mi and jarron tried to walk as fast as possible but then couldn... so yar... ohh... jarron was our navigator and lyk did a realli gd job at it:] at least we didn go missin lor:] hahaha:] tink we trekked too slow then couldn reach the top of pulua ubin ... damn sad lor... then we went bak down to camp 2 again:] then on the way we had to pick upa rock tt represented ourselves... i picked my rock cuz i tot it looked nice:]ahhaha.. but lyk it was realli veri fun and lyk the grp kept singin so it was realli fun:] then we had to lyk work together to forma star while we were all blind folded:} hahah... it was realli fun lor:] and we managed to do it realli fast so yar:]ahhaha... i oso carried the bag 4 sophia cuz lyk it was too heavy 4 her... oso had to keep pushin her to go in front lar... cuz i tink she was too tired and stuff.. so yarr.. then we reached the campsite and lyk cooked the best dinner ever... but lyk i felt dman bad cuz lyk mi mushroom ric ewas a failure... then yar... i oso went to bath first... i felt super bad lor .. then lyk alot of thigns couldn finish so i was lyk damn sry... then lyk i helped to wash the pots adn everythin while they wen to bath ... yc and jarron was there to help mi lar... so it wasn realli tt bad:] hahaha... kinda fun:] then lyk ltr they went ot bath and des and louis cam to help mi bring all the stuff up the steps... then lyk after tt we gt scolded lar... 4 always bein late... then i felt realli bad sia... then ltr we went bak to our tents and lyk i had to go out and call yc over... sotopid lor he... dun wan cum then iwai shine the torchlight in mi face... dman bright... hahaha:] then ltr yc came over... qi ai and shimin went to the other tent... then lyk onli left mi sophia jarron and yc...then lyk sophia went to slp ... then she snored.. weird experience... then jarron was kinda tired so he went to slp too ... then mi and yc tried to stay wake then was lyk eatin and eatin so won slp ... but i ended up slpin ... asked him to wak mi up 30 mins ltr... but i continued to slp... ahhaha:] so ayr....slpt at lyk 230am ... ahhaha:] yc slpt at lyk 3:] ahhah.. then we had to wak up at 4 :] ahhaha... so yar... tts all :]

day 5:friday:]
well this was the last day and we didn wanna dissapoint theresa anymore so we woke up super early to do everythin:] haha... had so much fun runnin around to dry the ponchos... ahhaha:] dman fun lor:] ahahah:] then lyk oso we had to pack everythin ... lyk we threw our pebble aways too... into the sea.... to lyk symbolise a new mi ... hahaha:] tot it was cool ... then ltr we did a trust dive and lyk had to say out our 3-2-1 ... lyk 3 thnks... 2 sry.. and 1 commitment... was realli weird lar... ahhah:] then lyk it was ok lar... had to hit the bell hahah:] kinda fun actually ... then lyk we gt our certs and stuff and lyk it was realli fun lar... the whole camp was realli enjoyable... then we osos decieded not to buy the obs shirt and make our own:] ahhaha.. tink tt will be fun lor:] hahaha:] so yar:] ahhaha:] damn fun lor:] and lyk tink nxt nxt mon goin out to yuki and yaki 4 buffet:] ahhaha... we went to mac osos after the whole thing...ILOVE MG'08!!

osos picked the habit of rubbin mi tummy and i got lyk gt over 100 mosquito bites... hahah:] mother keeps complainin abt mi leg... lyk look dman ugly... but i osos cannot do anythin abt it ... haix... wonder if she actually cares........ anyways... tts mi obs!!! hahhaha heres the thnks and srys to everyone:]

1. sophia
thnks 4 bein wif and lyk foloin mi throughout the camp ... lyk ur always laughin which realli keeps the grp alive... even if no one noes wad ur laughin abt:] ahhaha.. well ur a fellow dancer:] os lyk dance RAWKS!!! ahaha... keep tt dancer spirt in u alive k:] lyk thnks 4 stayin wif mi through the whole camp k:] sry 4 packin the bag until so heavy... shld hav carried tt bag frm the strt... sryy....
2.josiah
thnks 4 lyk leadin us on the first day and lyk ur 'whoa.. the sky so nice' hahaha:] lyk ur realli a easygoing person and a realli nice person to tok to k:] ahahah... lyk thnks:] sry didn realli get to know u better and lyk yar:] hahaha.. thnks 4 singin along the hike so tt lyk everyone was much happier and stuff:] ahahah:]thnks k:] ur realli a nice person too:]
3.isaac
thnks 4 bein such a funny person in the grp and lyk keep makin us all laugh :] thnks 4 lyk helpin mi wif the cookin on the first nite too k:] hahaha... erm lyk ur face sumtimes realli funny lor :] ahahah:] then lyk u realli keep everyone happy even thoug u were sick ... realli hope u get well soon k:] hahhaa:} lyk tak care:] and ur yeeeaaahhhh thing is realli funny:]
4.jarron
thnks 4 bein such a grt navigator and lyk a grt encourager to everyone in the grp .... u realli helped mi to PUSH MYSELF:] hahaha... ur realli a veri nice guy and lyk thnks 4 helpin mi finish mi triple d k:] hahaha.. thnks 4 helpin to pitch the tent and lyk its okie if u tot u was mean to mi ... but lyk i realli dun find it lor:] hahah:] lyk im not tt easy to get hurt de lar:] ahhaha:] and sry for lyk mayb not realli cheerin u up cuz lyk sumtimes ur realli emo and its scary...so lyk sry 4 not doin mi best to keep u happy:]
5.shi min
thnks 4 lyk stayin wif mi through the whole camp and lyk carryin the magellan baby:] ahhaha;] lyk wasn realli close to u b4 but lyk i tink we are closer now:] ahhaha:] realli hope tt i can keep knowin u better and lyk sry 4 not realli tokin 2 u alot k:] lyk sry:] gratz 4 overcumin ur target at the triple d k:]
6. qi ai
thnks 4 bein there and lyk all the gals stick toget her lar:] hahaha:] lyk ur realli a nice person to tok to and lyk onli regret not goin to know u better k:] thnks 4 bein the first aid -ic too k:] ahahha:] realli hope we can get 2gether more and lyk get to know u better k;] hahaha:]
7. desmond
thnks 4 bein such a enthu and nice guy:] thnks 4 lyk volunteerin 4 almost everythin and lyk givin ur 100% in everythin u do k:] hahaha:] thnks 4 lyk encouragin the whole grp to do better and lyk bein so ncie and open to everyone k:] hahah:] realli enjoyed bein in the grp wif u:]
8.iwai
u hav been in mi class 4 lyk 2 yrs le:] hahah...e rmmm well ur a nice person to tok 2 although dman sick at times but yar... hahah:] u keep remindin mi abt jeremy lor ... but lyk thnks k:] u realli helped to keep mi happy at time lar:] and keep mi laughin ... ur face lyk always damn blur so it realli damn funny:] hahah:] see u around in skoo:]
9.louis
thnks 4 bein our navigator for the hike and lyk hope ur shoe is alrite:] ahaha... didn relali know u at the start so yar:] ahhaha:} thnks 4 helpin mi the the pots and stuff on the last nite k;] ahaha:] ur realli a veri enjoyable person and u always seem to be happy so yar:] ahhaha:] thnks 4 ur happiness and stuff k:] hahah:] sry 4 not gettin to noe u better k;]
10.chng
ur lyk a super blurr and funny guy and lyk ur realli a veri funny perosn keepin the whole grp ahppy lar:] hahah:] very glad to have you in the groupk :} ahhaha:] lyk u blurr-ness and funniness is appreciated alot:} hahaha:] thnks 4 everythin k;] but lyk the potatoe and beans u dropped... hahahah:] thnks 4 cookin wif mi on the first nite too:]
11.cheng hon
lyk sry 4 ignorin u quite a bit k:] lyk mayb i shld and lyk hav tried to tok2 u more ... erm but lyk u gotta stop shinin ur torchlight at ppls faces... its kinda bright sia:] haha:] thksn 4 helpin mi refill the bottles on the third day k:] lyk cuz i cldn realli lift it up but u cld so yar thnks:] hahah:]
12.ming hao
thnks 4 helpin mi wif the kayaking and lyk the steerin:] wif out u lyk we wld be soo off cousre and lyk 4 taknin the food out durin kayaking too:] hahah:] lyk ur a nice person too and lyk kinda sad 4 u cuz not many ppl actually rmb ur name ... ahhah... lyk cow bing then ming gay:] hahah... ur a nice dude:] hahah:]
13. yi chiang
ermm... i dun realli noe u but u always seem to lyk ignore wad we say abt u and lyk still am ok abt it k:]haha:] lyk thnks 4 holdin the tent pole 4 mi when i was pitchin the tents:] hahah:]
14. theresa=]
ur a realli nice instructor k:] lyk realli sry 4 gettin u angry at us so many times and we realli hoped we made it up 2 u on the last day ... realli sry 4 gettin u angry and stuff... lyk thnks 4 guidin us through this camp and lyk u realli helped mi to lyk find out more abt miself and made this camp a realli enjoyable one:] THNKS!
15.yc!
yo! my hamster guardian brother from another mother hahaha:] thnks 4 lyk bein such a close fwen to mi k:] lyk even though on the first and second day we weren realli close but yar thnks:] lyk thnks 4 teachin mi how to pitch a tent for lyk tokin 2 mi on the second nite ... lyk it was realli nice k:] thnks 4 helpin mi eat the oreo biscuit and givin mi the cream too:] hahah:] lyk thnks 4 lookin after mi when i was slpin k:] then lyk u stayed up k:] thnks:] thnks 4 kayaking wif mi and lyk makin it soo much fun k:] thkns 4 ur specs and stuff too k:] ahhaha:] thnks 4 hikin wif mi all the way... makin sure iwas alrite k:] thnks 4 lyk tokin 2 mi and lyk realli jus keepin mi happy k:] hahah:] lyk thnks 4 pushin mi to go up to the top for the triple d and lyk thnks 4 providin mi wif glucose and lyk 4 stayin up wif mi on the last nite and lyk again while i was slpin u weren so lyk realli thnks:] then bus ride was oso a realli fun one... lyk even though u were abt to die but yar:} hahah:] lyk realli u made mi camp experience a great one:] and lyk stilll cant realli believe u were in mi grp sia:] lyk its damn lucky:] hahaha:] well yar :] thnks k:} ahhah:] my hamster guardian brother from another mother:} ahahahah:]

MG'08 RAWKS!!!:]

i need time ...

2008-04-12T08:18:00.000-07:00

well im postin again ... realli sryy 4 makin so many ppl worry abt mi after they read the previous post.. lyk im sry i realli jux wasn mi... i was realli tinkin too much lar... thnks 2 sum1 4 makin mi feel much better k...lyk im realli tryin to force miself to be happy le ... its jus tt i cant seemm to be so happy now ... at least mayb ltr ... im kinda feelin ok le... not so suicidal or anythin le... dun intend to cut miself too ... im juz ok ... not too sad not too happy ... juz ok ... i tink i will be ok soon ... lyk i noe its been quite a while... and soo not lyk mi to be unhappy 4 quite a while... but i tink i will be ok lar.. jus tt yar... i wan ur to stop worryin so much le ... cuz the more ur worry the more confused i get and i makes mi feel worse... im sry if u dun realli understand but yar.. tts jus how i feel rite now.. im realli confused ... beyond anythin u can imagine..

ong ... i realli noe how u feel lar.. im realli tryin to be happy le and move on ... but i cant ...i realli realli cant... nt now ... i need time ... i realli dun mind if u dun even tok to mi ... juz giv mi time to be ok ... i realli am freakin confused abt everythin le ... i juz nid time ......

this is a realli emo post...

2008-04-11T06:22:00.000-07:00

lyk if ur a fwen and ur readin this post... its goin to be realli emo and different from the me u noe... if u feel uncomfortable stop readin this now ... im not jokin...
im seriously throwin mi life away ... realli dunnno wad to believe or do anymore ... everythin jus freakin f**ked up ... i dunno wad goin on anymore ... hu the hell can i trust le lor... lyk eveywher i go there is always bitchin and gossipin lor.. lyk y cant ppl juz tell each other in the face... y muz they fake fwens n act as if everythin is alrite.. can ur jux stop fakin!... lyk why cant ur jux say it to each others face... if ur realli so unhappy abt it ... juz say it out... lyk why the hell mux u keep it to ur self... realli dunnno why we keep lyin to each other ...
everythin is crumblin ... jus lyk a cookie... life is jux breakin apart and i cant seemt o do anythin abt it le... i nid to tell sum1 sumthin realli important... it will realli affect mi and tt person alot ... noe tt if anythin happens i tink i will realli be damn depressed and lyk realli hope tt everythin will go bak to be the same or mayb even better than b4....realli jus wanna b happy wif mi life.. try to cover up all mi probs wif tt smile on mi face but i cant anymore .. its too painful to bear le ... i nid to say it all out... i cant keep it to mi all the time ...
4 those hu hav read until here.. this post is realli a diff side of me ... dun ask mi y im so emo ... but i am ... and its juz part of mi ... and i tink i willbe ok soon ... those hu are worryin ... dont....

12 march 08

2008-03-13T00:56:00.000-07:00

well ermm yarr. im bak... tokin abt yesterday.well, HAPPPY BIRTHDAY JOJO!!!
HOPE U HAD A GRT DAY AND I LOVE U LOADS! GIV U UR PREZZIE WHEN SKOO REOPENS:] ok so lyk yesterdya went 4 project in the mornin... was supposed to meet at 8
but i went at 9 instead. damn sian lor. mother drive mi there. but they say dunno wad go fairprice le. then mi mother had to drive mi there. feel damn guilty lor cuz lyk my mother had to uturn here and there. and majorly cut the traffic.so thnks 2 mum. then had to go buy thing the walk here walk there. then hann sit on the trolley.then was so heavy then cannot push cuz he so fat.then lyk yar.then after tt go his house mak the ice cream and play wif his doggy. its super cute but quite scary sometimes. cuz it lyks to jump on u. haha. hmmm, wad else. then went to hann rm to print the fotos and stuff then ltr went downstair to play the piano. tried to learn canon in d but failed.. haixx.then ltr tried the ice cream. i tot it was weird but they say it was ok. so ok then ok lor. then aft tt went wif ah ling to eat at Mac's. i ate nuggets.she ate nuggets and fries.haha then ltr we both go bus stop then she folo me tak 74. we saw yi hern on the way.then she drop off at skoo bus stop then i dropped off at MRT station to meet Jeremy. didn see him at first so i call him then aft tt i turn around then see him standin there. ltr then we tak MRT to tiong. dunno y but he lyk go tiong. mayb cuz its closer to my house.but yarr.went there to watch movie, the eye. cuz he wanted to watch. went to eat bk cuz i wanted to eat mi onion rings.then he say his burger not nice. then dunno wad long john sliver de nicer. predictable lor.haha:] then i walk around to find jojo present. then after much tot i bought it. ltr we went to walk around sum more cuz was still early. movie was at 240. walk walk walk then i bought a jay chou cd. the world tour de.then aft tt we walk around sum more then went to watch the movie.tot it wld b scary but turned out ok lar.. wasn so bad. felt realli tired aft the movie. went to tak neoprints aft tt. was realli fun:] haha. then ltr we tok MRT bak.i held his hand! it was realli cold. cuz i tink he sick. then aft tt tak bus bak. it was rainin veri heaviely so we took some pictures first:] then the rain still veri shiong. i didn wan him fall sick so i ran in the rain alone.then he go home. so yar. tts abt it le. kk then PEACE OUT!

life as it is o.o

2008-03-01T20:35:00.000-08:00

well... hmmm...
test and results-not realli wad is expected out of mi ...
however.. how can i eva reach wad is expected of mi...
expectations... always are higher than u can eva reach..
so tt even if u dun reach them... its not so bad...
hmmm... welll... wads realli good may not be grt..

cca-kinda stressed out.. dance competition cumin...
dun tink tt we are realli rdy yet... but lyk not much ppl seem
to care... gotta do sumthin abt it... but not sure wad..
each day the dance com is cumin closer... does any1 else feel the heat?
so what if its not SYF... its still a competition...
ppl will be watchin... there will be judges... can ur pls care more?!?

life-well its kinda shaky... everythin jus holdin on by a thread.
it can jux snap anytime.. the onli thing i noe 4 sure in mi life
is my jer.. but lyk everythin else is realli bad... everyones changin..
or is it jux mi? all mi realli tight friends are jus so different...
cld it be cuz of mi? or is this all juz a nightmare..
tt i will soon wak up frm... haix... not sure wads reality and dreams anymore.

well... tts mi life as it is...
signin off..
PEACE OUT

2008-01-26T01:38:00.000-08:00

heeellllooo
im backiiee
hmmm ...
things tt happened to far..

mii birthday
hk trip
xmas
new yr
many ppls birthday
sec 1 orientation
bridge competition

yar tts abt it:} hmmm welll

studdyin more now le... cuz lyk fail phy and almost fail emaths sia...

haixxx... hmmm ... wanna pass emaths sia... welll lyk haixx...

bagg now are lyk so heavy... haha... books so thick...

stoopid audi ah boi ... say mii blog borin

dun care u le.... hmpfff...

hmmm ... well lyk gt nth to do sia...

play audi too much le.. so sian :] haha...

kk then ... hmmm ... gt 5 test nxt wk... i tink haha:]

hmmm... mii doremon waterbottle still leakin sia...

nth much i cna do ... damn sad lor ... hmmm ... welll

yar lar... erm skoo has been fine i tink...

hw can still handle... cca still is fun:]

i love dance and journalism...

haha:} lyk both are super grt... haha:]

cant w8 4 dance works! 08 sia...

lyk tink its goin to be so fun haha... but trainin now tirin sia

haha:} kk then ... nth much else to say ..

ohya... olvls results were released....super stressed now..

haha:] lyk triple de neva do well...

but i dun mind goin poly actually... i noe i wan do bussiness le so lyk yarr..

hmmm... brothers birthday 2 day so lyk

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH GOR!!! FINALLY 16 LE!!~~

haha.. kk then

PEACE OUT!!!

hello...

2007-12-02T06:29:00.000-08:00

hellooo:]
ermmm 2day was forced to wake up cuz some1 off mii aircon and lyk was freakin hot... then mii mother scold mii 4 wakin up so late... then aft tt when to some ulu place to eat beef noodles... kinda nice lar... then i went to NAFA school of arts the place was super nice lor ... as in the buildin was super nice cuz everythin was glass and the shape of the buildin was realli abstract ... went there cuz mii mother wanted to tak photo... then they had such a nice door lyk soo cool... then got exhitbitions lor ... then see here see there... then got one exhitbition they display the graffiti stuff super cool...then aft tt went to some art exhitbition at the old supreme court... frm 28 nov- 8 dec i tink... haha the stuff there quite nice lor ... cant do anythin lyk tt lor :] haha... then at the 4th lvl got this shop then the things ther look super nice ... as in its realli designer stuff but it was realli ex lor ... i bought 30 postscards... its lyk a pack one lor haha...its called oopsy daisy ... super cute lor...thenn...mii brother wanted buy a jacket.. lyk 55 dollars ... but mii mother dun wan...soo mayb goin to go back to buy 4 him... ltr wen to wheelock place... cuz my mother wanted to buy a diary ... but all lyk not nice ... so ltr i go eat.. thesimpleplace...i dun lyk ... lyk the beef hor fun wass soo digustin... lyk no taste de... hahah... onli nice thing was the goreng pisang... it can wiff ice cream... super nice:} haha... onli thing tt was nice... then i went to demsy hill..haha..the stuff ther super expensive...then went there 2 eat bens and jerrys... haha... the place looks super nice.. lyk veri vintage .. then outside got one mini van ... lyk bens and jerrys theme de... haha.. the ice cream there rawked.... haha... got alot of cool cars ... lyk seriously... haha... then ltr i went to mii grandamother brothers house.. he juz went to barcelona that area... and i went to go there see photos... lyk the buildins there super detailed...haha... then ltr i went home ... realli tired le ahha... wheeee .. kk tts all 4 today le ... haha... here are some photos...haha

staircase:]

some metal structure tot i looked awesome

this was the shape of the buildins.. all glass sia... scaryyy.

this is the door i was tokin abt:]

this was part of one exhitbition:]

the design festival i went to:]

the thinker...

this is oopsy daisy ... its a pack of postcards

this is the super nice goreng pisang!haha:] ps. ong goreng pisang rawks!

the sign says it all

bens and jerrys cow ... MOOOOO!

the happy camper ... the mini van:]

brownie... wiff hot fudge and chocolate theraphy... YUMMY!

this is a black ferari.. chic man:]

this is a red one ... this is mii ride :] haha... jkjk.. would wan a lime green de:]

kk more pictures soon:]

hello:]

2007-11-30T00:22:00.000-08:00

hello then... well juz had dance 3 times this week... kinda achin le
haha:] had selections yesterday lor...haha:] now sendin 2 teams
haha... lyk should b able to go anti drug competition le
haha... hmmmm ... realli bored at home... i nid go buy nice shoee..
AH LING .. i wan buy new sho... and skinny jeans ... i wan ... RAWWWRRR... haha.... ah ling i wan go queensway oso ... i wna buy thing ...then can eat mac:] haha... stoopid ah ling ... go malaysia ...now so bored at home lor ... dun feel lyk playin audi now ... had enuf of dancin 4 a while ... all alone at home... even on a friday ... accordin to seah... vivo celbratin its one yr anni 2day ... got fireworks leh... hahaha... bb havin camp so got no one to tok 2 de... no fun de lor ... haix... seriously dunno wads wrong wiff mii family life ... not sure when it will end ... i juz realli cant tak it liao lor ... lyk how do u avoid somethin tt is rite nxt to u ... and thers nothin u can do abt it? haix... juz dunno wad to do le... mayb shld juz stop thinkin abt it and it will go away... haix... oh ya ... a way 2 forget it ... MY BIRTHDAY IS FINNALLY COMIN... soo happy ... im finally goin to be fabulous 4teen :] haha.. weelll ... tink im quite happy wiff miiself this yr .... but sadly im goin to become old lor ... haix... dunno wad else to say le.... buh byess:]

PEACE OUT!

major update since the last time

2007-10-31T22:24:00.000-07:00

hello
im finally back again
k
12 oct: went bac to skoo 4 dance meetin ... hmmm then tot it wld end ltr so i ask jer to meet me later ... in the end had to wait 4 him 4 lyk 30 mins ... sittin at the bus stop waitin ... hhahahx... then go holland to buy stuff :] ahhax... i bouhgt mii impact sweet (it rawks majorly) hahahx... hmmm ... welll then aft had alot of time so we sit the MRT to pasir ris(my idea) then we go all the way back to dover then i actually took a bus frm there to the nearest bus stop then i go home hahha:] so tts alll....

13oct and 14 oct: did my post on 11 oct... sry lar .. im a super non- update person lar... not realli sure wad i di tt days now ... hmmm ... so we'll skip it ....

15-28 oct... kant rmb wad i did leh... hmm go check ah ling blogg see if gt any idea...

ok... sorta rmb liao...

15oct: i went out to celebrate dicky birthday ..OHYA... ty jeremy 4 tokin to mii the night b4 k :] hahhhax... tytyty:] hahhax... sooo bac to dicky birthday .. went to marina sq lar... lyk didn noe wad was ther at first lor...met up wit sarah then ger and dicky were late so mi and sarah met up wit ah ling first .. then we go walk around... walk past my godiva .... soo temptin lar... then ah ling go HMV to buy her veronicas cd.... then we reached marina ... then i went into diva to see if they had the green hairband.. instead bought 4 earings:] ahhahx... one dangly one, the other 3 is round one ... but hav onli been wearin the white huge one:] ahhahx... then met up wit dicky and ger ... then walk in and out of the shops then see here see there kind of thing ... hahahx... then we go arcade .... but ger and dicky and sarah go bowling.... hahahx... but mii and ah ling go arcade play ... more fun lar ... ahhahx... then ah ling go slamm the button soo hard then hand pain hahahx... then play house of the dead 4 ... we keep screamin lar... damn gay sia ... ahahhx... then aft tt hand pain sia :] hahaha.... aft tt we eat at yoshi ... tt plac is nice :] hahahx... then we went vivo cuz they wanna eat bens and jerrys so we go...saw kenneth, alan and katheleen( then we go pet safari ... but aft tt sarsh had to leave liao ... so we goo eat bens and jerry then mii and ah ling share one waffle thingy ... aft tt walk a bit more than dicky and ger left so mii and ling walk a bit more then went to this super cool candy shop:] hahahx... the sweet was nice :] hahahx...(photos at ah ling blog go see if u wan:]) hahahx... kk then tts enough 4 tt day ... aft i went home on my own .... haix .... pitty mi ... oh ya ... bought slipper ucz mii shoe was too tight :] hahah...

16-17 oct ... went back too skoo ... 2 check scripts i tink ... not sure .... okk wrong ... 16 i tink i go out eat i tink ... then 17 go back skoo... if im not wrong then aft tt hann, deb, ling n timothy n ali wong came my house ... then we play halo and some racing game damnn funny lar ... but th had to leave early so lyk yar:] ahhax... 18 went bac skoo...i go out wit ah ling, deb, keren, hanny, and timothy to bugis... hahahx...went to eat yoshi again :] ahhhax... its realli nice ... then aft walk here and there keep gettin static then aft keran and hann got free haircut but ling gotta go bac skoo 4 choir liao so i folo her then we bought same wallets jux tt hers is pink mines black:] hahahx... kk ... then aft i wait 4 ling choir start then i go home:]at the swimming pool there saw wx and allisa and jessica and val chan and athalia and sher... so went there 4 a while then i go home:] ahhahx... kk this post too long liao :]

quite ago but here... 11 oct

2007-10-13T07:13:00.000-07:00

hello... back again
finally got the time:]
hhahax...
hmmm well lets refresh again
maths paper 2: *OFFICIALLY* branded as : worst paper EVA!
chinese listenin: super easy... slept... tot got 20 ques ended up wit 10 ONLI! hahahx

hmmm
okie ... wad happened aft tt
mi and ling wanted to go to daily scoop eat ice cream
but it onli open at 11
so dunno wad to do ... wanted to find other ppl to go out wit
went around disturbin ppl
exams over so who cares abt retribution:]
hhahahx...
disturb wx... ahhahx... fun leh... haven been 4 veri long
tink shld stop
.... hmmm
mayb... gotta tink abt it
well lyk was realli bored then
hahahx...
welll any way ...
went out wit timothy and hanny instead
hahahx..
first : race hanny and ling to the MRT station meet deb along the way ...
so we stoppped running... slacked a bit .... ling and hannny reached there first
(lyk DUH!) hahahx... but was good excercise:] ahahx
later we sat the MRT jux 4 the air con
so in the end we went to IMM
hahhx... kinda retarded ...
anyway
later we squeezed onto one step on the escalator ... we appaluaded ur amazin skills... actuall onli mii and timothy did... hanny and ling tot we were crzy ppl .... hahahx...
later we walked to IMM ... hanny and ling crossed the road when the GREEN man was flashin
me and timothy couldn be bothered to run ... stilll tired... at least i was:] ahhahx... so lyk yar...
hahah...at IMM everythin was closed ... i tink we walked around 4 lyk mayb 20 min ... stoopid lar.... dunno wad to eat... all of a sudden timothy started grabbin ppl and when he grabbed hanny lyk hanny screamed lar... ans dropped his bag ... dunno say wad its cuz of static:] hahahx...hanny wanted to eat at this ex place... welll kinda expected it ... in the end ate at mac ... hahahx... i finally could eat the hot cakes! hahhax.... lyk durin tt time it was super funny ... keep laughin until cannot eat or drink ... hhahahx,,, most funny part... hanny took timothy's water bottle and was lyk "easy to open" and he started turnin the cap ... then timothy was lyk ..." u pull it up lar" hahah... me and ling couldn stop laughin :} hahahx... hanny looked soo stooopd:] ahhahx we kept laughin sia ...
later the boys went to play wit those kind of kiddy rides .. well ... guess they still are kids :] hahahx.... hmmm .. had sooo much fun lar... love hanny 4 buyin the shoelaces 4 mii lar ... hahahx... finally got a shoelace tt fit mii shoe :] ahhahx... stoopid ling buy the one and onli squishy tortoise... feell sooo jealous! hahahx...
waited at the IMM bus thingy 4 soo long ... stoopid lar... the clementi one tak 4 eva... ahhahx... went to hanny house 4 fun:] hahahx... in the end didn go daily scoop go hanny house to play... fell into the pool ...hanny got pushed in by me then they push timothy in .. got dragged in ... then ling jumped in on her own:] hahax... veri fun sia :] then later wanted to play wit the train set thingy but hanny dun wan take out....t hen dunno wad started playin wit paper clay... hanny go pu in the fan la.r... ahhahx... caused a big mess... hahax... later jux got some dress up sessions ... hahhx... damn funny lor :]ahhahx...then was playin wit the curtain then suddenly got trapped ... instant reaction: SCREAMED... ahhahx... so lyk yar.. the day was quite fun sia :] hahhax... realli :] got to hang out wit mii fwens:] ...

so lyk the great day was thnks to these three peeps:
LING-TIMOTHY-HANN:]
hahhax...
realli fun
later at night went to work at aunt ther for lyk 4 hours
went home to sleep ... realli tired so onli tok to jer a bit ...
sry k jer:]

mii life

2007-10-08T20:46:00.000-07:00

hello
finally bloggin aft
lyk 4eva!

well updates again:
(bear wit mii)
ok ... hav been over studyin
well not realli
haven been studyin much
lingling and i have survived 2
retarded fridays together
although 1st one more retarded
hmm lets tok abt tt:

1st friday:
went on a 10 min walk to eat ice cream
then stuff our bag in to 1 locker
amazing rite
magic trick! hahahx
then rush bag cuz scared ling water bottle leak
then .... lucky neva
shee keep complainin her bag goin to spoil
hahahx..then we did science and geog
*appaulse!
and wasted alot of time
around 1 h of restin
and 1h of studyin
not bad rite
2nd friday:
not soo retarded
but slacked alot
onli study for 30 min
the rest was pure slackin
walk all over the skoo
quite coolin u noe
and our skoo is veri big u noe
didn noe tt
..
lyk seriously lor
.... got alot of staircases so veri
accessible... i tink i spell correctly

anyway tts abt it nothin much more to say

okie nxt
study study study ... peeps out there
TAKE A BREAK! STOP STRESSIN LAR
realli bad for ur health on lor
however not much ppl listen

well anyway ...
continued....
hmmm
onli left 2 more papers
heres how it was lyk soo far...

1. english paper 1: mii story was abt a gal and her ex boyfwen kidnap her or something lyk tt
then the letter i tink i wrote alot of crap ... daunno wad to do

2. geog: went well... finished it... some not veri sure though .. so mayb get a low a1... BUT MR SIM PROMISE US IF WE GET A1 THEN WE GOT BENS AND JERRYS PARTY! cool eh .. envy mii class 2e! hahhax... 2e ppl ... enjoy it!

3.science: well it was good .... kinda ... apart frmt he graph ....dun tink i wld do too badly lar... shld be ok one at least a a2 if markin is strict... so lyk yar.... hope can do well ... fingers crossed...

4. chinese paper 1: chinese wad else can i say ... BAD lar ... duh ... soo pedictable

5. chinese paper 2: still sucky ... but not tt sucky

6. maths paper 1: was damn easy except the stoppid pond ques.... stoopid .... dunno how to do lor ... even sue ann dunno how to do lor ... sad.

7.english paper2: erm okok lar... summary sure fail ... exceed by 24 words man! i noe i rawk ... anyway was quite alrite mayb a b3 ? hmmm ... but more or less okok:]hahahx...

during the breaks mii + ling went retarded ... realli retarded... credit to MR SEAH AND LING AND ME

said alot of good lucks .... which is good... due to retribution :]
hahahx...

okie ... onli left maths paper 2 and chinese lc...
shld be ok lar..
dun tink will die yet...

hmmm.... wad else sia ...
thurs: goin out wit ling to daily scoop
fri: dance meetin and goin out wit jer
mon: celebratin claudia birthday!

hahahx..
okie ...
tink tt shld be all 4 now... will try to blog again tmr lar..
hahahx...
buh bye yo!

i made ling retarded!
hahhax...
goal acomplished!

buh bye!
loves
and gl to everyone!

TEACHERS DAY ! TO ALL TEACHERS: HAV A GREAT DAY!

2007-08-31T01:28:00.000-07:00

hello ... hmmm wad to say ... teachers day wsa fun :] hahhax.. gotta perform :]

hahahx... teeth feels funny ... who wouldn .. hahahx... hmmm ... welll lyk yar... was not realli pain at all :] onli 4 a while .... mayb 2h ... hahhax...

hmmm .... went to see mr chua :] hahhax... felt soo weird.. some stoopid ppl dun wan go so lyk yar... later went bk wit mel , jo , abi, sop, and tong to eat.... MENTAL NOTE TO SELF: tong hann eats disgustingly. neva sit nxt to him when he eats! hmmm still got wad to say ... hmmm .. oh ya... went 4 mii family thing so lyk yar... kinda borin but yar... hahhx.... hmmm ... wad to say now... hmmm ... i dunnno leh.... oh ya ... must say somethin...

JEREMY: ur present is damn ex... won buy anymore in the nxt 3 months.... i dun care! .... lyk cost more than ur tortoise k ... not jokin ...seriously dunno why spend so much on u ... haix ...

hmm ... welll think tts all 4 now:] buh bye peeps... leave tags k ... say wad u wan and tink k :]

2007-08-25T20:51:00.000-07:00

hey! im lyk bac ... hahahx... sry to those who are wonderin wad i hav been doin since 25 jul ... ahhahx.... but at least im back:] hahahx...
hmmm lets start wit more updates... hmmm .... skoo life has been ok ... but lyk gt alot of ppl birthday so spend alot of my money...haix... tink i shld start savin again ... and seriously i will... hahahx... hmmm wad else... erm ... everything has been more or else the same ... apart frm the fact tt wx is gettin damn kranky... i tink she noes ... shld tell her:] hahahx....
wads else to say... hmmm hav 2 tink carefully... hmmmm.... i love mi fwens? oh ya ... tt day was super emo ... some ppl may noe y ... sry guys 4 bein so emo ... noe ur not used to seein mii emo at all... so now i smile:] ahhahx.... havin u guys as fwens realli rawks:] hahahx....
hmmm... i love mii fwens :](will start tokin abt mii fwens now)

start offwit the ling!: hmmm... wad to say ... shes a good fwen... maybe and gay at times and a dumbding... hahahx....but shes realli a good person ... a one tt is also funny ... to mii shes rich ... hahhax... but she doesn admit it ... she is also a weird person tt imagines things... she keeps sayin i ps her ... tt is sooo not true:] erm she has a cute sis tt is so much cuter than her ... hahahahx... okiee... tts enough abt ling.

nxt person... WX!: well all i can say abt her is tt shes a 100% gay:] hahhax... love callin her tt and pretty face... well wads shes gotta do wit mii life is that i live to make her suffer... eh she wrote tt her self nothin to do wit mii k :] juz to clear misunderstandins... hahhax.... ermm ... shes realli funny and a realli kind person ... although i bully her ... she 4gives mii :] hahahx... tink i shld treat her better.... hmmm... NAH! hahahx... well ... tts all abt her ... shes too simple ...

hmmm... i dun tink i can go on tokin abt all mii fwens... will die leh...will do 2 more...

claudia see: mii rich fwen :} hahhax... but shes a great person ... kind , funny and lyk mii HYPER! wehheee... i love her jacket.... hahahx... hmmm ... wad else... shes a great person but not as perfect as mii .... hahhahx.... i rawk more than her as well.. hahahx... jkjk... shes a big L fan .... if u tell her he sucks , shes gonna box u ... hahahx... hmmmm...w ad else .... SHE RAWKS!

jer: hmmm ...w ad to say... hmmm .... one word tt describes him... perfect! :] hahahx... hmmm ... wad else to saY ... he lyks to .... fake ppl .. so neva trust him eva... hmm he is also a great person .... gives in easiely... and.... always gt no money one ...hahahx... hmm tts all i can think now ... hmmm ... mayb ... hmmm ... oh ya hes a great person to tok to :] hahahx... okie then ...s ay alot liao:]

wad else to say in this post... hmmm .... well .... my life has been good :] hahahx... hmm ... i love hello pandas... i wanna go double science ... i wanna study hard... iwanna finish mii hw ... iwanna sleep.. iwanna do well

okie tts all 4 now :] buh bye:]

updates!!:]

2007-07-25T06:38:00.000-07:00

haven been bloggin long so lyk yar... here i am :] hahahx... lyk let mii update u on wads goin on ... hahahx... lyk soo long haven done tt... hahahx...
lyk for dance i had a carosel thingy where we had to perform our syf piece again. it was realli veri fun and i gt to see the other syf peeps performance :] hahahx... lyk now currently practising the hip hop performance for teachers day and this sat we hav a cip thingy ... a walk and lyk hav to walk lar... hahahx... lame ... hahahx.... and lyk now im the VP for the dance ... didn wanna b ... i wanted to collect$ count $ then the teacher dun let mii ... haix ... so sad lar... then i scared now peeps dun lyk mii so lyk yar... ahhahx... super gay lar:] hahahx....
then for journalism juz finish a course on design ... hahahx... i tot rachels one was super nice lor ... lyk can never do such a thing so pretty lor :] hahahx... super gay:] and lyk mine and melodys was nice ... the teacher said so ... hahhax.... so was quite happy :] doin it was soo fustratin as i suck wit photoshop lor :] hahahx... super funny :] hahhax....
erm then lyk in skoo has been super rush and stuff lyk didn noe it was the 5th week liao and lyk mii science teacher lyk i dont think is comin back so i guess we hav to self study ... i wanna do well lar.. and go double tts all im hopin for ... cuz i dun wan go triple sia ... stressful :] hahahx... lyk writin super fast cuz brother wanna use com hahahx....
lyk now for the past few weeks since carosel jer has been lyk walkin home wit mii and today my mother saw mii ... lyk super scary lor ... hahahx... lyk so weird but in the end was ok lar.. :] hahahx... lyk haven been treatin him veri well so feel super guilty ... hahahx... but seriously ... feel bad ... hahahhx.... then lyk he oso veri good to mi now :] so veri happy :] hahahx...
mii fwen still the same ... hahahx... lyk tts alot i updated liao ... hand tired... hahahx..
erm tt day had a 1a gatherin cuz daryl was leavin again so lyk bonded wit ali wong alli tan jo mel abi and some other peeps lar... lazy type liao lor:] hahhax... but it was realli fun even though they throw mii in the pool which was veri cold ... hahahx... erm so lyk yar think i updated everything liao :] hahahx... okie then buh bye:]

2007-06-19T07:09:00.000-07:00

hii... ahhahx... neva blog 4 veri long .. heres lyk wad i kinda did so far...

19 june: (TODAY) hahahx... lyk had a science thing at 2 ... mii brother made mii go crazy when he 4got to bring his lamp cuz i was lyk goin to be late 4 mii science thingy ... haix... in the end i left first...cuz lyk i was oso wit wan xian ma... in the end still late lor ... so sian ... then i had to knock on the door ... ahahhx... but i was damn fun deb keep on laughin then lyk we were the onli ones lar... so embrassin ... but lyk i didn pay attention at all lar:] hahahx... then dunno do wad experiment .. hahahx... the thingy ended up to be damn funny :]

15 -17 june :came bac frm malaysia lyk on sunday evening... lyk didin even do any shooping lor ... lyk stayed at a resort... was quite fun lar...can go to the beach... mii bloody brother lar... crushed the heart i lyk took soo long to make( sand one lar) .... then at least lyk can wind down a bit not so tensed up ... but mii brother was lyk an asshole the whole trip ... he was sooo stuck up lor ... but a part frm tt it was okie lar... i bought 5 packet of chewing gum lar... :] hahahx... love tt stuff lor :] ahahhx.....

14 june: went out wit jer... damn fun lar... but hate the first part had to lyk wait for him ... so sian ... ahhahx... went to ps ... i went comics connection and bought thigns 4 reynard's present... then bought some things for miiself ..then lyk jer was damn funny :] hahhax... so sian lar... then ltr go tb tak some neoprints... damn fun :] hahahx... then aft tt i went to mii grand mum house... quite ok lar :] but the day was damn fun lor :]

rest of holiday ... had fun at home ... onli lyk 5 or 4 days studying:] hahahx

bored sia

2007-06-02T01:46:00.000-07:00

hahahx... hii ... it lyk stayin at home is damn borin sia ... but realli liao lor ... but still kinda... now jer oso not is singapore so its even worse lor ... fell so depressed ... and alone ... missin him soo much lor ... hes onli comin bac tmr ... barely survivin lar... hes been gone since thurs ... when he hav to go holiday sia ... then lyk now its so borin ... haix ... can die one sia ... hope he hurry come bac or time pass faster ... hope hes havin fun now ... n rmb mii present .. hahahx... super gay sia ... i wanna eat bubble gum :] hahhahax... sittin in front of the com now ... so borin ... ltr mii mother students comin cuz got bbq i tink hahahx....

got mii new zen V plus ... it soo rawks pic of it

(not realli it juz a pic frm internet)

yesterday , went out wit deb ... damn funny suppose to be doin science but finish early so she ask mii go wit her to orchard.. then half way say go plaza sing ... damn funny in the bus to the mrt station we keep on laughin then near the bus stop we stand up then both of us lost balance and went *wooaah... damn loudly then the ppl look bac at us then we started laughin ... then dunno wad at the mrt platform we walk all the way to the end then chase the Mrt lar... so gay .. hahhax... then in the end we went to tb instead .... then i saw mii cousin hahahx.... saw a few nice things at comics connection but no money to buy haix ... so tink i will be goin bac soon to buy them ... ahhahx... then ate mac for lunch and said goodbye to deb at the Mrt then i walk home frm ther ... ahahhx... yup tt abt it ... and i seriously am soo lost in mii science project sia

hahahx... tts abt it sia ..ahahax... miss u jer ...

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2007-05-25T02:37:00.000-07:00

hey ... lyk its quite long since ive blogged ... but seriously nothin much has happened lor ... so nothin much to say bout ....
juz wanna say ty to jeremy :
sry for makin u worry but plz k ... i neva eva wanna see a doctor unless its seriously serious lar... or at least will try mii bez to avoid goin to the doctors.. hahhax... anyway ... thanks for carin soo much k ... hahahx... sry to hav made u worry k :] hahahx..... stay happy :]

any way .. lyk today super sian so i sleep then the bloody phone keep on ringin so onli slept for 1h ... damn crap sia ... lyk stoopid brother got soo many fwens keep on callin so sian one lor ... haix .. finally got to understand mii brother better and tiz happens... haix .... its lyk hes a shitty person on the outside but actually when u start tokin to him, hes quite ok lar... but hes a damn big show-off and a totally diff. person in front of his fwens ... i guess i'll juz hav to live wit tt sia ...

wa .... e-laerin was quite long ago ... but i still rmb how much it sucked k ... lyk so borin lar .. wake up soo early to do then still hav to rush 4 mii brother to use the com ... it was super crap lar... especially cuz it took soo long to load and stuff ... then dunno if muz upload or not ... veri confusin ... and had to lyk face the computer 4 soo long ... haix... so sad sia ....

days aft camp

2007-05-21T05:26:00.000-07:00

hii ... super gay lar... lyk its been quite a while since mii camp lar ... but it was super funny lar... i so <3 the campfire lar... damn funny .... then lyk had soo much fun lar....

2day is lyk sooo borin lor .. the elearnin mii com keep on laggin so always hav to wait lar... still got 2 more days of it .... dun tink i can take it lor .... and they giv us soo many assignments... lyk how to finish lar... so sian ...

then juz now dunno why got prob ... then cannot log in lor... so i was damn happy lar... but aft a while the thing ok .... so i had to go back to do lar.......... wa ... its lyk takin soo long ... haix .... lyk soo sian now lar....

hahahx.... lyk not much peeps online now lar... and i wanna watch sherk 3 .... onli tze ling wanna watch wit mii lar.... other peeps say its a waste of money ... but i soo dun agree wit them lar... it lyk looks sooo nice lor.... kant believe peeps say its a watse of money lar... so depressin .... lyk its so sad lar... damn happy im lyk goin to watch POC at worlds end tiz sunday :] hhahax... and i got sponsorship so i dun nid pay ... hahahx... so happy sia :] hahahax.... tts the good thing about watchin movie wit ur parents man ... free popcorn too lor ... hahahax... damn crap lar... hahahx...

it gotta go liao ... buh bye peeps... love u all always:]

stoopid day at skoo... quite useful lar

2007-05-14T01:38:00.000-07:00

hii... 2day wuz quite ok lar... didn lyk the part where the canteen ran out of food ... tt was soo crapped up lar... lyk how can they ask us to come to skoo if theres no food to eat... they didn even allow us to go to dover lor .... so crappy.... then lyk ppl starvin there lor .... quote frm claudia " they make us come skoo oso got nothin to eat ... they wan us eat air is it ..." hahhax... damn funny lar... then in the end onli drink justea .... and juz to let those who dun noe ....

JUSTEA RAWKS!!

hahahx.... okie anyway ... the talk to day wuz quite ok lar ... the guy damn funny lar... then dunno they tokin abt how to study ... tak notes... time management.... i tink tts all sia ... not sure ...didn realli pay attention to it hahahx...wa ... was damn hungry lar... then after tt i follow wan xian go dover cuz dunno wad go buy thing .... then aft tt was damn hot lar ... then hav to walk home ... hahahx.... mii life in soo non intrestin one lor ...

the camp is lyk deb not goin lar... wtf... cuz she say she sick .... wa ... then i will hav no one sia ... especially cuz i change to the other group... why sia.. onli got amelia ... haix .... so depressin lor ...cuz deb was suppose to be mii partner... haiz ... so sad ....

jer:

(if u read tiz) .... hey im realli sry for everything i asked if u had found it offendin/ if i had expected alot frm u ... but those were all how i realli felt and i hope u won cause mii to tell u abt tiz again ... i seriously felt i wasn important to u ... i tot tt u seriously didn care as much as i did 4 u ....it was also a long term cause .....................

damn sweaty

2007-05-12T02:15:00.000-07:00

wa .... kant take it sia .... okie heres wad happened soo far
830am- pushed out of mii bed by my mother to clean up the house
900am-packin mii room (took 4eva)
149pm-went out for lunch (jack's place @ wrc)
230-came home for more and more Packin
350-follow brother to tuition
505- came back wit all the food ( damn heavy)
525-sittin here writin post
haix .... sweatin alot now ... mothers day bbq... soon at 6 ... wa ... damn tired liao ... kant type much now ....

buh bye !!!!!

2007-05-11T00:31:00.000-07:00

harlo :].... lyk these few days lyk not say damn good 4 mii sia..
haix ... didn get mii expected grades sia ... so damnit crappy .. then dunno wad happened to debra ...wonder if shes ok lar ... damn sian ...
lyk no matter how much i study oso cannot get wad i want lor ....... y so suckish one... study and study oso no use.... then might as well dun study liao lor ...haix ..not blamin any1 or anything lar .. but the chinese is realli gettin harder... no 1 in mi clas got a A1 k ....haix ... dunno why lyk tt one lor ... then now mii chinese c5 ... haix ... not complainin .. but it juz cuz of the compo .... haix ....then mii lit was soo unexpected lor ... from a A1 to a C5 .... life is crap lar...haix...say so much oso but no use .... got owned by it lar....haix... tryin mii bez to seem happy to mii fwens soo they won worry bout mii it lyk they hav their own probs too so i realli dun wanna trouble them with mii ... haix .... why mii lar .. its lyk i can tell no 1 abt mii prob ... the marks hav not been the onli thing lor ...
lyk mii hamster lyk died lar... haven told any1 abt it ... i seriously dun wanna bother them ... cryin in mii pillow every nite since mii hamster died lar... it was soo cute and stuff and i realli loved it alot ... and it died ... even b4 i got home ... why are things so heart breakin .... lyk u will onli treasure it once u lose it .... takin things for granted ... why? why kant i b grantful for the things i hav not for the things i had ... why ....
lyk why muz the world b so evil ...... i dun wan to trouble mi fwens ...
i dun wan to trouble any1...sry if i caused u any trouble last time .... i juz hope that nothin will go wrong any more ........

heres mii marks for ur FYI:
english- A2
chinese-C5
maths-A1
science-A1
history-A1
lit-B3
D&T-A2

tribute to mii GREATEST FWENS

2007-05-04T00:21:00.000-07:00

THANKS FOR CARIN FOR MII SO MUCH ... U GUYS R THE

BEST RAWKERS IN THE WORLD ... ALTHOUGH TO U IT

WAS JUZ A FEW WORDS OF COMFORT BUT IT IMPACTED

MII ALOT K ... THANK SO MUCH ... U GUYS ARE THE

BESTEST ... HAHAX... U GUY MADE MII FEEL SOO MUCH

BETTER K .. LYK U GUYS RAWK MII SOCK S.... THANKS SO

MUCH FOR COMFORTIN MII 2DAY K .... ALTOUGH I WAS

CRYIN SO MUCH I REALLI APPRECIATED TT U CARED K ....

SERIOUSLY U GUYS RAWK !!!!!!!! I LOVE U ALL K .... U

GUYS WILL ALWAYS BE REMEMBERED BY ONE PERSON ...

MII!

UNLESS I GO INTO COMA AND FORGET EVERYTHING...

BUT U GUYS STILL RAWK!!!!!!!! <3

-CLAUDIA - GERMII - SARAH - PERRINE - WAN XIAN -

-RACHEL - SHI MIN - MEL - SOPHIA - ALLISON TAN -

- YC - JER - DEBRA - SRY IF I 4GOT ABT U .....-

the suckish day of mii short depressin life...

2007-05-03T22:54:00.000-07:00

havint been bloging for long as nothin much has happened... but 2day was damn sucky.... it was the biggest f**kin day ever... lyk the dnt was a total rip off lor ... lyk the d**m dnt test was the most idiotic of them all... tinkin bout it lyk soo wanna make mii cry lor... ok it was lyk tiz .... i tot the test ended at 915 .... sounds lyk an excuse but its damn true lor... i didn hear the bloody teacher say anythin .... kept doin and doin .... it was soo sucky she came up to mii ... at first i still couldn hear her .... i asked her to repeat ... and she told mii "why u still writin..." .... i was lyk "huh?" ... i looked at the board and i started to cry.... i rmb the time then .... i was holdin back my tears .... i couldn cry ... at least not in front of mii clas.... i all of a sudden rmb .. IR ... i was goin to be in deep shit .... i couldn tak it one tear came down ... it was realli shit ... i was dead embarassed n mii heart couldn tak it ... after that i signed the pink paper ....i went back and then i ran out of the classroom ... onli one place that i wanna go to ... the toliet... i ran in and locked the door... cried my heart out ... i was wonderin how my mother won kill mii .... i cried even more ... the toliet felt lyk the onli safe place....i had no choice but to come out ... fwens were callin mii .... i came out unwillinly... i fell into mii fwens care and concerns i tried mii bez to smile ... but i jux couldnt... they cared abt mii soo much that i was so touched and i cried even more ... i knew they were tryin the comfort mii but i couldnt help it i cried ..... i didn want to let anyone else see mii cry .. i didn wan so much attention ... lyk sometimes when u feel that ur damn sad and u wanna be left alone .... i was feelin lyk tt ... but mii fwens surrounded mii all askin mii how i was and tt everythin would be fiine ... that the teacher was a b***h ... i noe its mii fault and not the teachers ... the world came to a crash... but i gotta say thanks to mii fwen that were so concerned about mii ,... i hav to thank u guys properly now .... THANK YOU ..., u gals are the best ppl on the EARTH ... hahax... thanks so much .... the nxt challenge i hav to do is to tell mii mother ...so the guilt in mii won build up and cause mii to do stoopid things any more.. i hav to tell her the truth ... and be freed from the chains of guilt ... although i will still be cryin .... but it won last for long i hope ........................................................................................

20-3-07

2007-03-20T02:54:00.001-07:00

hiii.... i lost mii specs n notebook again .... haiz.... so depressin .... hav to redo mii history again lor... sickenin... aniihow doin ... dun care liao ... usin blogger n fwenster ... hahax... tmr gotta rush n finish maths .... cant b bothered 2 do it now ... haiz... stoopid keng en ... take the last of mii chewin gum .... hmpf... so sad ... nothin left to chew ... ahahx... lol... then today got the stoopid science experiment lor... then lyk no one wan to do anythin then i volunter ... haiz... so crappy ... dun even noe wad i doin lor... hav beeen slackin sooo much... stoopid mdn chong oso ... was lyk sleepin durin her lesson ... tooo borin liao ... hahax... she lyk siao siao one lor ... voice is damn irritatin one lor ... haiz... why muz she teach mii lit again ... dun wan her .... hahax... then mrs ho today neva come so mr hamid come instead ... then was lyk tokin the whole time ... class was super noisy.. hahax... so funny lor ... hahax.... siao siao liao.... gotta got 4 mii piano ... buh bye peeps....

mii malaysia trip

2007-03-18T01:13:00.000-07:00

hii haven been bloggin 4 lyk sooo long liao lor... hahax... jux came back frm kl :] ... lyk had soo much shoppin so good... got alot of newii thingss ... hahax... lyk gott neww volcom baggie ... adidas watch... alot of newii shoes... n lyk huge bag of newii clothes ... hahax... so fun lor... then lyk went to the theme park the ridess there damn fun ... 360 turns one lor... hahax... its lyk soo fun ... shld hav taken moree pictures... the shops there lyk so bigg variety one lor ... singapore dun hav one lor... hahax...super happy... hahax... then lyk the hotel room was soo nice lor ... veri big.. got alot of pillows oso :] hahax... love the dunkin donuts there too lyk soo rawk ... soo sad singapore dun hav lor... hahax....soo fun ... hahahx...

jer: sry k.... dun b angry...

2007-03-09T23:17:00.000-08:00

hiii haven been lyk bloggin siazz... heyz lyk these few dayzz wiit out bloggin lyk gott soo manii thinggs happen lorx... lyk so sickenin lorx.. dunno if im bein backstabbed by one of mii closest fwens ... haiz... cant controll too much of mii life ... haiz ... shld stop worrin bout such sickenin things liaox...haiz.. so happi finallii can goo out wiit germii n rara... hahax... happi ... although got soo much sickenin hw lorx... kant stnd iiittt .... stoopid teachers lor... rather be goin 4 detention 4 nott doin finish the hw lorx... kant stand itt... lyk goin crazy... kant wait to b goin kl... hahax... then can eat mii chewin gum ... finallii lorx... hahax... i miss eatin mos.... haizz... at least i hope i can eat it soon.... i wann eat so manii things but lyk no TIME haiz.... life is short n depressin ... haiz ...

7 march ... 07 'duh'

2007-03-07T05:54:00.000-08:00

wad a assholic day 2day... lyk started off okie lar... but then lyk became soo shity... mdm chong was sooo borin ... dunno bout wad poetry thingy ... haiz... then got pe ... playin cap ball which was okie lar... deb fell down... hahax... erm ... recess was ok the potatoe salad was soo good :] hahax... jer lyk couldn go 4 pe... hope he gets so much better ... hahaz... erm then lyk everythin was ok until aft dance ... I LOST MII SOCKS lar... so retarded ... haiz... then got one big sock in return... then on the way home thought i lost mii specs but found it on the floor aft sooo long lar... was lyk freakin worried lor... haiz ... at least 2day iznt mii worse but ... lyk soo sickenin ...
Jer: hope u get well again n lyk enjoyin ur tuition write mii testi k :] hahaz

worried sick ,,, again...

2007-03-06T03:11:00.000-08:00

hiii im back.. 2day was so sickenin lyk i had mii lit role play thingy n it was sucky lor ... hahax... lyk debi 4got her lines n i tink i messed up mii lines too lor.. hahax... then got the stoopid science project ... makin some sort of facial mask lor ... so lame ... n lyk theres a certain idiot in the group she so sucks lor... so nerdy... haiz... still damn worried bout jer.. hope u get well soon k ... idiot enough 2 get kicked ... now sufferin the pain ... juz hope he gets well soon k ... haiz .. so worried 4 him sia ... hope he take care sia... haiz ... :] doin mii chinese .. haiz .. gotta go

jer: GET WELL SOON... TAKE CARE K :]

mii got nothin better 2 do!

2007-03-03T21:41:00.000-08:00

hahax love mii life so full of fun :] hahax :] lyk watchin mtv again love the pop inc siaz... hahaz ...wad 2 do now ... how do u turn down a guy who lyks u cuz u alreadi have a sweet heart?... plz suggest on mii tag box k ... :]
hugs/smiles/kisses appreciated by
vanessa

miii!

2007-03-02T19:15:00.000-08:00

hihiii 2dae got performance siaz ... damn scared siaz ... haizzz...so sad cant go 2 fall out boi concert ... so wanna siaz... but got tennis n no sponsors 2 buy mii ticket... haiz ... hahaz... plz start taggin asap :]

newii bloggiee:]

2007-03-01T23:25:00.000-08:00

hiii new bloggie again :] hahax :] lol plz taggie then can tell mii ur blog2 link 2 miine:]